Simply Blessed

2009-05-24T00:55:00.003+08:00

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad
Carry you around
When you arthritis is bad

All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine
When your tummy aches
Build you a fire
If the furnace breaks

Oh, it could be so nice
Growin' old with you

I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you, feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So, let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed
When you've had to much to drink

Oh, I could be the man
Who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you

2009-03-15T20:58:00.006+08:00

My batchboys are so funny! How cool, each of us are literally in different parts of the world, in different continents, yet connected! As Halil puts it, technology!

Beautiful weather in Frankfurt! Sucha pity it's Sunday cos all their shops are closed, including those in town! Well on the brighter side, money saved!

Was queuing to make payment when I saw this, oh how to resist!? Despite the upset tummy last night, cldnt resist any longer and took a bite! Oh how I'm going to get an earful from silly.

The only stick I had, ohhh yummy!

My new toothpaste that tasted like my previous! Heh, and I just bought a new tube bef FRA..

My very nice and comfy PJ (the bottom) from Regina dearest!

It's only aftnn and my eyes are battling w me alr.. Shall watch my aixin HBO!

2009-03-15T18:52:00.003+08:00

Boyf issues were brought up during breakfast cos the colleague was facing one herself. Really do empathise with her situation..

Was definitely reminded of the past. Honestly, as much as I wish I didnt have to go thru that journey, I'm equally thankful. really. And no, it was not all bad but the whole thing was very much like a test.. Everything happens for a reason and like what darling once told me, God will nv put us in test, He knows we wont be able to pass it. Indeed, for it only made me grow. The insecurities in me still lingers but I know, the One above will help me with it.

I'm really so glad with where I am now, am very thankful. Esp am very thankful for the wonderful man, God has placed in my life now :)

Wana post some pics, shall do it later. Chatting with my other two fave batchboys! They are so funny!

Later alligator!

ure really my greatest blessing :))

2009-03-15T04:43:00.001+08:00

In my greatest effort to stay awake to sleep (contradicting but that's what 7hours time difference does to one!), did a thousand and one things except watching the movies I intended to, as usu.. Okay so now, ~~entertain me~~ let ME entertain YOU!

One of the thousand and one things I did..

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Now YOUR turn to entertain me or urself - http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Great, time for bed, finally!

2009-03-14T21:08:00.001+08:00

Some days, neither chocolate nor sleep can lift the clouds.

2009-03-09T13:54:00.000+08:00

Came across this while running thru my acct, dated some where in September and realised it wasnt published..

Ash ton: sellie wellie!
rosell: helllllllllo!!
Ash ton: hahahahhahhaha have u been happy?
rosell: SO VERY EXTREMELY!

And I'm still that happy, very blissful. All thanks to that silly darling of mine :))

2009-01-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

This has gotta be my best bday ever :)

. The girls never fail to put a smile on my face
. Wonderful bday dinner in advance with my family dearest
. Sweet bday surprise from darling's family
. Each of ur well wishes, more so for remembering my bday

Most imptly, because I have you :))

2009-01-21T20:23:00.003+08:00

Thank you for getting dinner for me..

Darling, you're really the best, ever!

ps: I'm really sorry to make you worry the necessaries for me.

2009-01-21T17:50:00.025+08:00

First weekend of twenty oh nine at Jiak Kim w my LOVESSSS!!

Patient Adelyn & Vistor Sze

Queueing and queueing and more queueing...

Finally after I duno how long of waiting!

My boyf cant take proper pics!

Darling's shot, nice eh?

Ladies for the night! Queen was with her friends..

Our guys for the night!

It was a night of coincidence!

Ade bumped into a really long time friend!

While I bumped into....

AH LIANG!!!

Drinks from the guy

My love :))

Silly darling <3

We headed back first, while the rest stayed on. Was super zonked!

The morning after..

All except Ulynn was so energetic!

After much nudging, we pulled ourselves outta our nuahness and headed to GWC for lunch, Ichiban Boshi.

I think this pic is so funny!!

We LO HEI-ed!!!

It was back to our room for more nuahing after filling our stomach, with Yan's occasional "Can we go swimming?", "I thought we're gg swimming?" and Ulynn "Eh dont sleep, dont sleep!". Hilarious! Dinner was nicely tapao-ed by Ade and the queen!

Hello Ben!!

These two pics are so classic!

And the drinking started right after dinner and camwhoring!!!

Blessed birthday!! :)

Besties!!

My fave girls!

Our IJ trademark of eating cake

In the process of intoxication...

Ben's sooo loving act!

Highly intoxicated people!

We had so much fun!!!!

Thank you for the wonderful time :) Let's do it again!!

2009-01-18T01:06:00.004+08:00

And yes Ade, I promise Jiak Kim weekend pictures will be up next! Ohh how I cant wait!! :)

ps: yep ive bangs! ;)

2009-01-18T00:32:00.004+08:00

~~Three~~ Four words to summarised dinner tonight :)) Surprised. Touched. Speechless. EXTREMELY.

Now I know where darling inherited his sweetness from :)

Dinner tonight was meant to celebrate Kwang's good result, we ended having two celebrations instead :) All thanks to aunty's sharp eye! Was really speechless and surprised when the cake was delivered. Tot it was meant for bro and was still telling darling how sweet his parents were, only to be left speechless when it was placed infront of me :) I'm really very touched :))

Honestly, after the mini celebration last week w the girls, I totally overlooked the date!

Thank you Jesus, thank you so very much :))

Feels so love esp accepted :))

2009-01-16T15:14:00.004+08:00

I'm suffering from the worse jet lag ever.. Had problems sleeping the past two nights, kept wakin to SIN's 10am. Even forced myself to stay awake till 10pm last night, with the intention to be up at 8am, only to find myself wide awake at 4am... Bah! Hopefully I dont get sleepy later..

I really wana study, someone enlighten me pls...

Alrighty shall go change into my uniform and stone....

2009-01-16T13:31:00.009+08:00

Henderson Waves . 7 Jan 09
With the determination of leading a healthy lifestyle, we both got up at 6am and headed to Henderson Waves! And so much for healthy living, had Adam Rd's nasi lemak after and off to JB for yummy dinner! Hahah.

We were both totall worn out by the time we got home and someone dozed off despite saying not tired.. hahah!

Steamboat at La Mei Zi . 4 Jan 09
It's been eons since I last met the TP khakis! Once and all, celebrated all the belated bdays! Too bad Ally and Alex cldnt make it! :(

The bday babies!

Aow can never take proper pictures!

Lovely Rah w Bran & taitai Nic w James

The four wives

2009-01-16T03:05:00.004+08:00

The weekend before heading here was spent with my fave girls and guys! It was splendid! Will post the pics once I'm done with all my overdue ones!

Our Blessed Escapde!

My darling boyf cant take proper pics!

Finally!! :))

I think he looks damn good in this pic! Heehee

Entertaining me..

GOODMORNING! :)

So cute!!

Rosella!

My dai lo's back!

LUGEEEEE

Our tixs flew away right after this shot! Hilarious!

He never fails to crack me up!!

Rainbow :)

We had so much fun walkin under the rain!!

Albino peacock spotted!

We're both all drenched but had so much fun!!!

Boo! :((

FAMISHED!!

lovelovelove <3

p/s: it may be a casual remark but what u said at km8 while we waited for the rain to stop, made me really really happy :)))

2009-01-15T22:39:00.006+08:00

You know humans will always be humans.. Fully aware of the consequences, yet we still go ahead with it. Knew what I was into when I started reading archives.. Wont deny there were moments of sadness, uneasiness and nots. Was in fact, filled with all kinds of emotions but I'm so glad this time round, the blues were overcome by that bit of security and definitely thankfulness. Very thankful!

Despite the emotional roller coaster ride, will never delete or stop reading archives for other than memory sake, they're reality checks to me. The readings got me thinking and prolly maybe too much but it made me realised so many things as well.

Indeed God never fails, will never put us in test/situation He knows we arent capable of and more imptly, He never once left my side. Never!

One thing for sure too though, I'm still that ever insecure bitch. Hah! Something which I really pray God will help me deal with, something which I have to face and overcome it, myself.

Am very sure, buddy will second this. I'm very much in love, very very much in love with the sweetheart of mine, very hua chi as she puts it.. Shao's really my greatest blessing. He's more than anything I would, could and have ever asked for, so much so that, there will always be moments of insecurity that really makes me cringe and crumble all within. You know, the feeling of too good to be true? The fear of losing, I'm really scared of losing him. Which also explains why work is sucha chore to me now. I'm still very thankful for this job but I dont like the feeling of leaving, more so being away from darling. What if I dont make it back? And if I do, what if there is another someone... Heh! Sometimes I think it'll be none of the mentioned instead it'll be due to my insecurity! Bleah!

Speaking of not making it back, call me paranoid but it's true isnt it? The lawyer that went to BOM for supposingly just a night.. Life is so vulnerable. Since young, be it work or play, have always enjoyed welcoming someone back much more than sending, never like the feeling of departure. As contrary as it may be, I'll always still make it a point to send, for you never know what will happen.

And so I guess as cliche as the saying goes, treasure your love ones :)) (Like how I do! Heheee) And so I've learnt too, be contented, contentment is happiness :))

2009-01-15T02:01:00.008+08:00

Having you in my life...

..is truly my greatest blessing

I'm really dumbfolded by your love for me :))

2009-01-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

I'm so excited bout tmr!! :))

2009-01-02T17:59:00.010+08:00

BLESSED TWENTY OOH NINE!!!

Whilst everyone's out there counting down to the new year, we had ours at home! Was sucha impromptu, had to have my potluck master plan, make the final decisions and executing it for me! =) Thank you :* Not very much a quiet affair though, for we down 1 1/2 btls of red wine and half a btl of barcadi within an hour or less! And the big time drinker that night was none other than yours truly, all thanks to the sabotagess!! But I had heaps of fun!

It was splendid spending the last hours of 2008 and ushering the new year with none other than the ones I simply love! =)

My wonderful dad got me so high!!
Im honestly so glad how daddy blends in so well!! Whahah

I cant rem how many months old lil Jeremy is.. *hint: ny resolution!! muahah

Need I explain? ;)

Classic!

Sabotaged again and again!!

Totally gone Ben after our above-18 round!

Totally heart you guys! Thank you for the lovely memories!!

Esp YOU!!

Thank you YOU for being sucha great host and LOVE :))

Thank you Jesus for all my blessings! 2009 will be another year of Your wonderful work, miracles and blessings! =)

Have faith in Daddy above! =)

2008-12-30T14:02:00.003+08:00

I just realised tomorrow is NYE! And I tot it's the day after!! Oh man!!!!

Tomorrow is the last day of 2008!!!!

How the year passed so quickly, SO QUICKLY!

Post Christmas Dinner & pressie exchange with my darling girls last night! =)

Woots cant wait for next week to come!!

2008-12-27T14:20:00.001+08:00

shaoyan is the best!! :))
heeeee...

yay im number one!!! :))

2008-12-23T16:58:00.003+08:00

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole before Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click

'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas is you, baby

2008-12-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

IM SO VERY PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!

Thank you Jesus!! :))

2008-12-17T14:30:00.006+08:00

While having breakfast and reading my book, realised how blessed and fortunate I am.

My family. Doting parents who never fail to support me, even if it means having to wake at ungodly hour to send me to work; the brat sister who gets on my nerves all the time yet can be as sweet, always there for me whenever I need a listening ear.

My girls. Despite all our hectic schedules leading to months of not meeting, the bond we share is amazing. The ones who went through over and over again with me so patiently, not judging, always giving me all the love and support I needed so much esp during those times.
p/s: can we plan another bintan-whichever getaway again plsss???

My job. No matter how much I ~~complain~~ whine to be home soon, having to leave etc, I'm truly thankful for my job.

My darling boyf :)) You're just awesomely amazing. Can never be more thankful for this sweetheart of mine, I'm utterly touched and speechless by baby's love for me.

Everything I have are from Him, and from Him am I so blessed, indeed.

"And the Greek meaning of the word blessed is supreme happiness."

God will provide :))

2008-12-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

Thank you Jesus for granting baby such many great journey merciesssss!!!! :))

Darling's finally back!!!! Wooohoooooo!!!!

Okay, mine turn VERY VERY SOOooooN, as if! Okay whatever, darling's finally back, safe and sound!! Amen!!!

2008-12-13T21:09:00.005+08:00

My silly boyf shld be smelling Spore really soon...

While I'll only smell her in many days to come..

I wana be home now too, may I pls??

Soon, really soon will be darling's reply!

After such long rest away from work, it was a mixture of emotions will preparing. And the call from baby, that was suppose to motivate me, made me tear right in the middle of everyone. It was tears of joy, more so, very touched :)) Sure motivated me yet made me just wanna stay put and wait for him to return. Heh!

I've hundred and one pics that I wana upload, icn/sfo with the crazy batchies, where we took infinity picss!! That blessed escapade tgt with those 12days tgt with darling and u will know how camwhore my darling boyf is, hahahah. Okay I shall get my ass doin it. ANW!! Any clue what progamme I can use to collage my pics?? It's takin forever...

Before I start, shall go check out some other more impt stuff first! God's been really too good to me and that greedy is still tryin to ask for more, heee, but I wana be ard on NYE and New Year too, bleah! I'm so sorry Daddy!!

2008-12-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

Time flies when you're having fun and crawls when ure not. Sure indeed!!!!!!!

And really, where is the good in goodbyes?

My 14days passed so quickly, esp those blessed precious 12days.

Totally dislike this sucky feeling within. Aint work...

It's only two days but it seems forever..

Seven days will be eternity.... Bahhhh

Should be counting my blessing, I really do but....

....I really miss my shou shou :((

2008-11-27T15:20:00.003+08:00

I know what buddy and Regina are gg to say but I dun care! Muahahha!!!

I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT TO GO HOME...
AND WE'RE LEAVING VERY VERY SOOOON!!!

Like NOWWWWWWW!!!!

WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

And darling's last paper is today as well!!!

Praise God praise God!!!

Now tell me how not to be excited?!?!? Muahahhaha!!!

And this is the BEST FLIGHT EVER!!!

LOVE YOU VERY MUCH REGINA DARLING & JADY DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKSS!!

2008-11-27T14:20:00.003+08:00

2008-11-23T14:26:00.002+08:00

Look who's in SFO TOGETHER!!!!!!!

As fate has it, we're on the same flight!! Woohooooo!!

oh how i cant wait! muvm..

2008-11-18T16:52:00.002+08:00

I've a bad news..

I think I'm seriously becoming more aunty.

Feeling really restless stayin home, contemplated for a jog only to rem I cant. So when sis told me she's headin to library with the cousins, I decided to tag along only to choose supermarketing over library at the last min.

Seriously took forever selecting boxes after boxes of strawberries, walking away with that SUPERB China pear instead. Must have seriously look damn aunty cos even the aunty that came after, left much earlier than me, WITH a box of strawberries. I'm so going to wake up early tmr morn, just so I'll be able to get fresher strawberries!

And I feel like cookin dinner tonight.

And I really do enjoy supermarketing..

Oh man! So aunty isnt it?

2008-11-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

Contentment is not about having everything, is about being satisfied with everything you have now.

It is a blessing from the Lord, when there are no added sorrows.

2008-11-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

2008-11-10T17:02:00.028+08:00

Ur expression was priceless :)) So very priceless, it makes me giggle and smile so widely whenever I replayed the scene.

Everything went oooh so smoothly!!

My evil plan wldnt have been so smooth sailing, if not for the help of my dearest ever best friend, baby's secret lover and Ade sweetie for sending the sms at such ungodly hour on my behalf. And definitely Daddy above for being so kind to bless me with such wonderful help and coordinating patiently with me!!

THANK YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!! APPRECIATE IT LOADS!!! :))) BIG HUGSSS

Oh!! And how can I ever forget you, darling boyf, for finally being so cooperative!! ;))

Want to have it all pen down but somehow just cant seem to cos no amount of words or any word would ever be able relate to the wonderful evil plan! All except THANKFUL, GRATEFUL, APPRECIATIVE.. Oh man, even happy is an understatement!

:)))))))))))))))))))) sums it all!!

Wished I had a recorder to film every moment so we could replay, watch it together and laugh at every single thing. We may not have it physically recorded but I'm very sure every minute and moments are stored in both our hearts :))

My silly silly darling boyf! My butt kicker, my precious gem, my gift from God, my blessing truly indeed :)))

The priceless expression and that smile of urs, made everything all so worthwhile :))

And how you took my breathe, esp my heart away at that secret place of ours :)) How dumb and silly can I ever get or even be!!

Thank you Daddy, MEGA HUGE BIG THANK YOU, for the wonderful blessing ever :))

I’m so contented by my silly's love :)))

2008-11-07T00:19:00.007+08:00

2008-11-05T18:29:00.010+08:00

Can never thank Daddy above enough or even more, for the wonderful gift He has blessed me with.

The sweetheart will never fail to be the sweetheart he already is!

Home at last! Despite being one of my fave pattern, the entire eight days away was a killer; was physically everywhere I had to be but my heart was and longing back home. As Ade corrects it, more like with Shao :))

Even I found it exaggerating! Had the same dream twice consecutively while in HKG, only to be woken up with GREAT disappointment. Pls forgive my huachi-ness as buddy calls it, haha. Cos after much realisation, will only be able to see the sweetheart this Sun, the longest days apart...

Brushed away the thought that I saw his familiar face with an imagination gone wild when I walked out, I mean, after the happy-turn-sad dream in HKG, the feeling was horrible!

This is really mean but tired and exhuasted after a really super draining sector, the last thing on my mind was still having to wear that smile or even wider to entertain some lost tourist, esp not, when he sounded exactly like darling.

So with that huge smile, turning to acknowledge his "Excuse me miss"

:)))))))

I was so wronggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the lost tourist decided to skip lect the following day to kidnap me.

The two days were simply awesomely great!! Will never want to trade anything for that two days.

I will never even ever want to trade anything for you :))

2008-11-02T05:09:00.016+08:00

Can you sense my excitment???

I'm going home!!
I'm going home!!
I'm going home!!
I'm going home!!
I'm going home!!
I'm going home!!
I'M GOING HOME!!!!!!! :))

Woohoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And it's the end of doomsweek baby!!!!!!! :))

Double YAYNESS!!!!!!!! Wooohoooooooooooo!!!!!

2008-10-30T13:31:00.003+08:00

Two sectors down and when I reach HKG tmr, it'll be another and home sweet home! Finally gona see the joy of mine very soon, hurry hurry hurry.......

Reporting's in bout half an hour, gotta go down pretty soon! Oh how I cant wait!!!

I miss the silly darling boyf of mine, terribly :((

2008-10-27T15:25:00.005+08:00

Though you thwarted my plan TWICE within a week.......

....... I STILL LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!! :))

The weeks ahead are going to be tough but we'll go thru it together and together with God!! Ive got faith and confidence in you darling!!

It'll be another week lesser when I get back!! Till then, please take pretty pretty super duper ultra good care of urself alright? hugss!

2008-10-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

So my two weeks of fun back home is over, it's back to work. Am very thankful for the break away from the plastic culture, though it's back in here again, I'm still very much thankful, for God is gracious to bless me with my current job.

There isnt much I needa worry as long as I seek Him and His kingdom first and worrying is a form of not trusting Him.

Don't worry about tomorrow.

2008-10-24T10:32:00.002+08:00

Oh and I have to say this.. MY BEST FRIEND IS THE BEST!!!!!!! Wooohoo!! :)

Bestie but it doesnt taste the same, wahhahah! Thank you sweetie!! Hhaha. I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHH!!!!

I bet, my best friend will be readin this while she's suppose to be studying, haha.

Good luck for your exams bestie and to the rest of you studying!! I have confidence in each of you! Hang on, it will be over very soon! =)

I honestly wish I was studying too! Bahhhh!

2008-10-24T09:54:00.002+08:00

It was Stay Home Feel Good Day yest! With the bonus of having the whole house to myself cos mom's at ATH, dad's at work and sis's prolly dating somewhere aft sch. Enjoyment!

Impromptu Choc Fondue date at J8 with buddy as evening approached, which was a total disappointment for the choc got burnt three times!! Anw, I miss the bubbly-ness of my buddy!!

Just as I was thinking bout the sweetheart boyf of mine and contemplating if I shld msg him, didnt want to disturb him cos it's once again the bi-annual affair, I got the most unexpected msg...

"Hello my dear girlf!how are you doing?"

That immediately left a big wide smile on me! :))

My dear boyf!! :))

2008-10-19T23:51:00.001+08:00

I enjoyed dinner very much tonight :))

2008-10-16T13:17:00.005+08:00

Last night was the first time I saw the lil boy in my silly boyf. Okay so I wasnt physically present to see him behave the way he did but I can picture the silly-pouting-tantrum expression and behaviour of his while we were on the phone, as I put it, him letting it outta his chest. Even as I'm typing this, it tickles me. My boyf's so cute!!

You're really a joy to me! :))

2008-10-15T17:37:00.003+08:00

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His Glory and Grace.

His Word shall not fail you - He promised;
Believe Him, and all will be well;
Then go to a world that is dying,
His perfect salvation to tell.

2008-10-12T22:27:00.005+08:00

Pastor was illustrating our trust in God and His faithfulness during service. "... and God will bless you with someone nice to buy your house.."

Upon hearing that at my seat, with a super wide glee, I whispered to the sweetheart beside me.. "And God blessed me with someone who bought me my cabin tag!" :))

Super duperly love my gift but I definitely love the sweetheart so much so much more! :))

I'm still very much dumbfolded by his love :))

2008-10-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

My boyf's back!!!!!!! Wooohooooo!!

YAY!!!!!!!

2008-10-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

Sudden urge to blog but I really have no idea what I wanna blog bout.

Original plan was to pack my stuff bef attacking the yoghurt but realised my 24hrs expiry is coming to an end, which explains me savouring my yummy yoghurt now and surfing the net aimlessly. For once, I really have no idea what to do online. Boyf's out supper-ing and no one else is online to disturb.

Uploading pics is out cos.... I'm just plain lazy to. Muahahh.

Done with the usu blog surf, check what I needed to check... Now what else? Maybe I shld just click that x-in-the-red-box at the top of my screen.. hmmmmm

And so I didnt, otherwise this super duper random post wldnt be here!

2008-10-10T07:09:00.004+08:00

Just for you!! :)

Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada
Boom De Yada...

2008-10-05T23:34:00.008+08:00

I thank God for YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))

2008-10-05T17:24:00.005+08:00

Really am very surprised that such materialism still exist. It's totally none of my business I know but really, wake up ur idea man!

And I'm very sure it is God's voice, amplified with His mega huge microphone. For today's msg has very much to do with the above statement. How timely!

"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." Matt 6:33

Never doubt Him, trust in God! =)

Oh and the best news ever, dearest Ade is back into God's ministry! Praise God! Cant describe the happiness I had when she shared with me earlier! So very happy for her!!! The happiest has definitely gotta be our Daddy above! I can image that big smile on His face! =))

Oh God is good, He's so damn extremely good!! Thank you Daddy!!! =))

2008-10-04T01:00:00.005+08:00

The only chain still opened and being very hungry, left Macs empty handed after much internal debate with myself. Decided it was way too heavy and fattening to be eaten at such ungodly hour. Settled for salad and clear beef soup (which was yummilicious!) from room service, only to find myself finishing up that packet of potato chips I bought from Carrefour. Thank God I bought a small packet!

Talk bout losing weight!

2008-10-02T23:42:00.004+08:00

Randomly walked from Far East to PS, doing nothing just look see see look but such great quality time spent! I'm loving it! :))

And amidst our hot discussion, my darling boyf had a moment of brilliance! :)) I'm so excited!!!!!!

Ure indeed a blessing from God! Thank you for everything, truly appreciate it sooooooooooo much! ilu :))

2008-10-02T00:34:00.004+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!

I'm a very happy girl cos I'm going to meet the sweetheart of mine tomorrow!!!! :))

Okay, today to be exact, in 12hours! Double, triple duper uber YAYness!!

Shall go brush my teeth now, sleep and wake up to my darling boyf!

I seriously cant wait!! :))

2008-09-29T13:09:00.004+08:00

Church was good yesterday, infact it's excellent every week! Am very glad how God speaks and assures me everytime I'm in His presence, really am enjoying each and every service. Fear indeed is destructive and so are the insecurities within me but I'm so thankful He never once left my side and never fails to reassure me. :) A child of God, my life is safe in Your Hands.

God sent His Son, they called Him Jesus
He came to love, heal and forgive
He lived and died to buy my pardon
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow
Because He lives, all fear is gone
Because I know, I know He holds the future
And life is worth the living just because He lives.

2008-09-27T22:20:00.005+08:00

Never felt any happier being back home esp finally being able to see the sweet boyf of mine.

Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory, may You draw all men
As Your love and grace demand

And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power
But by the spirit of God
Yes I will run the race
'Till I see Your face
Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace

2008-09-27T18:24:00.002+08:00

Life's not all about working and earning money. They are indefinitely essentials but that is not what life is all about. This thought struck me when grandma was admitted. Been pondering bout it and realised how I've been living in my own world; finally into the working world, trying to earn enough, better still more, to chip into the family's expenses and being filial to give money to my parents, sis and grandparents. Which I've to admit honestly, thought by doing so, I've played my part. Which sadly, matter of fact, I wasnt and unconsciously, was slowly drifting from away from them.

Thinking bout it, it isnt like the amount I contribute and give will make a significant or even any changes in their live for it's so measly and they've been living on well even before I supposingly did my part. Realised 'my part' is nothing much but a filial gesture, it is definitely always good to give esp to our love ones. But as we grow older, it's not very much about the money or materialistic stuff that matters, instead it's the time spent, bonds and memories shared that values most.

So timely, received a fwd email from mei which speaks so clearly and I'll like to share it with you.

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A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: Daddy, may I ask you a question?
DAD: Yeah sure, what it is?
SON: Daddy, how much do you make an hour?
DAD: That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing? The man said angrily.
SON: I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?
DAD: If you must know, I make $50 an hour.

'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious. 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!!' he yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied. 'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

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Who hasnt ever dream of being rich? Atleast baby and I do! And we always like to live in our make believe world every now and then. I honestly think it's perfectly fine to dream but we have to learn and be contented at the end of the day. Work and money are indefinitely our survival needs but dont let the desire, esp greed of wealth swallow you, thus working your life hard for it, for one will never earn enough.

"But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation and a snare and into many foolish and harmful lusts which drown men in destruction and perdition. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, for which some have strayed from the faith in their greediness and pierced themselves through with many sorrows." 1 Tim 6:9-10

One has to have a dream and goal to work towards but may it be realistic. Money is not evil, the love of money is. Be contented, dont compare cause we'll never be able to compare enough. The greatest sorrow is not only losing oneself to work and money but the love ones around.

I am just thinking out loud, nothing else.

2008-09-24T20:44:00.006+08:00

2008-09-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

I just heard that familiar reassuring voice =))

And nothing will ever make my day more than his nice voice =))

Thank you Daddy for your wonderful blessing! =))

2008-09-20T17:59:00.008+08:00

Hello world.

I'm in LAX now and it's 3am here, back home's 6pm.

Am really tired, totally knocked out while on the bus to the hotel earlier and should be in bed, like now but I cant sleep, no matter how I toss and turn.

Lucky me, gotta do the last few flts of this pattern, which many including yours truly has been praying to be rostered. And as I'm typing this, the aircon in my room just turned off by itself! Heard it's going to cease on 30 Sept 08. And God's really good, for my pattern is the best. Pax to TPE, work three sectors plus we get to stay at my fave hotel both ways, the usu pattern doesnt and we've got bout two clear days on the way back and not forgetting the one day odd yesterday at TPE. God really does love me!

Met korkor and Jennifer for dinner the night I touched down. They were there to take their wedding pictures, so sweet right? But due to typhoon it was cancelled, such luck. Yet it was a blessing in disguise cos they managed to spend quality time together, honeymoon sorta so to speak. Saw the pics they took, very simple normal pics but you know like how they say, a pic paints a thousand words? Exactly. Korkor is a very happy man now. Feels so happy for them. And knowing the ego person he is, seeing how he behaves ard Jenn, cant help but feel the happiness for him and am even much happier for the both of them, knowing they know, they have found their lifetime partner.

I know God really does love me cos tmr, will be going to Six Flags Magic Mountain (!!!!!!!), a 260-acre roller coaster theme park!!! Though some of their named rides are gone and the place moving towards the family friendly direction, think DisneyLand, Knott's Berry Farm style, I'm still as excited as I was 11 years ago when I missed the opportunity due to winter. Please forgive my excitement cos other than the fact that I miss the chanced then, it's been a really long while since I sat on a roller coaster or anything near, unless you even consider turbulence. Was so looking fwd the last trip here since it was summer but the crew werent interested. Boo! Kinda lose hope but all's not lost cos YAY, praise God, thank God!

Sorry I know that sounds so nonsense, I'm tired, better go sleep. The aircon just turned off by itself again!

With all these time differences, my screwed up sleeping pattern and odd hours schedule, accommodating to my weirdest changes is definitely far more tougher and tiring than me getting used to it esp when the poor accommodating one, which is unfortunately my boyf dearest, lives in only one time zone. To stay in touch in this ever-chameleon-changing world of mine, sms is the best way and second, msn. Either method, both has been our means to communicate whenever I'm in my chameleon universe. They say words speak volume, which I do agree yet they also said speak volume without words, which is how I'm feeling now. There's a difference when you're on the phone, speaking or not, and through sms/msn. No no no, I'm not unhappy bout sms/msn or anything instead I just cant thank God enough and be and am very appreciative of the megatruckload huge effort and sacrifices baby had and is putting in esp despite his a thousand things on his to do list, his oh-so-damn-stressful studies. I guess I just miss that familiar reassuring voice, his nice voice. I better go to bed, think the tiredness is eating me inside.

But something I'm definitely sure; I miss my boyf, so very much.

imu

Goodnight world.

2008-09-19T15:30:00.006+08:00

Nic, this is the eye shadow palette that I've bought, NT350 = est S$16.60

One side of the applicator is brush, the other sponge.

It's bout the size of my palm.

I didnt take a picture of the other eye shadow palette. The colours are bout the same except the two darker tones of blue are more intense I feel.

This is the orientation of the other eye shadow palette, it's bout the size of my palm too except it's square and the case is also in black. NT400 = est S$20

=)

2008-09-17T16:02:00.009+08:00

The lappie's been turn on for as long as I can rem but I'm just sitting here facing the screen
B-L-A-N-K-L-Y. If not for baby's msg, I prolly would still be facing the screen, stoning away.

Duno why but I'm feeling really ....... within. Just not feeling very good and tears are just welling up. Emo should be the word I guess, I also duno.

Dun get me wrong, nothing's wrong between darling and me, everything is good. It's just me.

Bahh. I need God, need to put my life ard His and not the other way.

2008-09-16T20:03:00.005+08:00

Time certainly passes so quickly, it's been a year since I'm with the company and I didnt realised that till I had to return for safety training.

Reminisced the good old training days while on the bus to STC, I miss B929. Rem those days during training; how camwhore we will be during breaks, how we'll keep ourselves awake during boring mundane lesson, how freakin hard we studied for our exams, how we scared ourselves with those flying reality stories, how we were looking forward to officially fly, those laughters and whats not.. Man, I miss B929. And I'm very thankful I had Yana together with me these two days, thinkin back, it was also SEP then, that I gotta know her better.

I hope each and everyone of you are doing well. Please do stay strong and take very good care esp on flt and outstn. Miss you guys very much! Safe and good flights always! Hugsssss!

So it's been a year and the question of staying on has been raised. Many seems to be leaving very soon, for greener pasture. Honestly, I'm confused. Not that I'm not happy nor am I not satisfied, I find myself comfy and used to the job on the contrary and I duno what to do if I would to leave. It's really scary actually. As much as the boyf wld assure me with his usu aizai, I had better start praying for God's guidance and wisdom

2008-09-14T02:01:00.003+08:00

They say action speaks louder than words. Cant help but agree.

And so they said too that, pictures paint a thousand words. And so I let them speak :)

My soba with lotsa loveeeeeeee

Finished every wee bit of course! And I was the first to taste his yummy culinary skills! :)

And I randomly mentioned my craving for Pocky since IST...

And he got me the next day we went out! He said it wasnt chocolate and apologised cos the shop ran outta choc flavour but bought to satisfy the crave.. Nonetheless, it moved me, seriously! :)

And yesterday he surprised me with this...

Because he couldnt get it the last time, he bought the choc flavour to really finally satisfy that weirdo craving of mine :)

And ahma wasnt forgotten too.

Been awhile since I was looking for that particular medicine case for ahma's medicine and yesterday aft class bef meeting me, silly him specially went down to town to get it, based on his special sixth sense that Daiso has. How true and truly sweet! :)

Simple small things make me a very happy girl esp when it's from the sweetheart I'm blessed to be able to declare and say he's mine! :))

And I'm so thankful to know I have you to lean on, praise God! Hugss.

2008-09-14T00:21:00.009+08:00

One will never know how it feels, till it really hits you.

As much as I wish it wasnt us that reality striked, the best I could is to pray and be a filial granddaughter.

Whatever may, I need to know and have faith, God is in control and I'm not alone cos He will walk with me thru. I need to stay strong; spiritually, physically and emotionally.

2008-09-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

I've got the world's terrific boyf!

My boyf is the best of best!

:))

2008-09-09T00:08:00.009+08:00

As baby puts it, last night's dinner was our first milestone and I'm so glad we went through it together =)) How nice! Was invited to join baby and his family to celebrate his mom's birthday.

And yes, I was nervous, SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY. Couldnt stop tellin darling how nervous I was, how worried I was, how this and that. For a long while, I thought I would just die of hypoxia and fancy him, still had the cheek to joke, sayin it's okay if I faint cos he will carry me on his back to the hospital! Silly fella!

For a very long while, I think last night was the first time I was that quiet. Was way too nervous and tooo shy to speak. Just kept smiling and occasionally giggled to myself on how funny I was behaving. Doubt darling even notices it! Thank God he didnt anw cos I sure looked damn silly!

Darling's family is really very nice and they are so so funny! Now you know where the funny bone in baby comes from! I was just too nervous, it's my first time after all. Just paranoid I'll leave a first bad impression!

I duno how to describe how I'm feeling within, it's definitely good though! More than just glad and happy to be seated with darling and his family together for dinner =))

And you know, last night I wasnt the only one nervous either. Muahaha.

But thank you sweetheart for being nervous together with me =))

Darling's sure good at entertaining to my camwhorness!

My sweetheart chef checkin out his newly bought soba sauce! And he's gg to whip up yummy aglio olio for me! Yay!! =)

2008-09-08T23:51:00.010+08:00

Blessed birthday Nicole sweetie!

May our wonderful Lord bless and keep you always! Stay that pretty and taitai-ness alwayss! Loves!

As promise, we owe you a birthday dinner! See you soon babe and yes, it's been a loong time! Miss you truckloads! Hugs!

XOXO

2008-09-08T22:55:00.013+08:00

Think this is damn amazing!

My sillydarlingboyf's thumb is so amazing but it's equally scary!!

Then the camwhore me started while waiting for the bus after service on Friday..

My endangered awesome boyf! =))

2008-09-08T17:29:00.003+08:00

Today is Stay Home Feel Good Day!

.Hung the laundry
.Did the laundry
.Magic mopped the house
.Cleared the house
.Cargo packed
.Homework done
.Offset my bills
.Settled the payment mode for my Poly edu
.Cleared the rubbish on the lappie
.Today's weather is good for a jog!
.And the only thing that went into my tummy was that bowl of Honey Stars!

And to top it off, dinner tonight is a feast at grandpa's! =)

2008-09-04T08:25:00.004+08:00

It's been ages since I've jogged the abandoned route, let alone jogging in the open. Covered the usual no eight pattern with yesterday's rain, making the whole routine a whole lot fresher and nicer! And to think I actually told darling last night, how bad it would be to jog after the rain. I take back my words! =)

Alrighty, shall go take a quick nap before my dearest boyfriend comes down to meet me for breakfast! Woohoooo! =)

Today is a lovely day! =)

2008-09-01T21:00:00.004+08:00

I've got a piece of super happy news to share!

IM GOING HOME!!!!!!!! =))

Woohoooooooooooooooooooooo! Seeing my sillyboyfriend very soon!! YAY!!!!!

p/s: and happy tcher's day, tuition tcher! =)

2008-08-31T02:27:00.005+08:00

Was teasing the brat back home over MSN for losing her wallet, man, I have to admit though she really does drive me up the wall at times and messes my room constantly, I cant imagine my life without her. It prolly wont be as irritatingly memorable as it have alr been! No one to gossip, share my probs and joys bef gg to bed, to date when I go dateless, bitch when the parents get PMS-y, covering my ass, being my spy, keeping my secrets.... Man, I really do miss my sister!

Darling was telling me how cute his bro was in his younger days, the brat back home was really cute too when she was younger. Cant help but agree with baby, where has the cuteness disappear? Now they seem so irritating! Wahahah. But you know I still love you very much my once-cute sister! =)

Cute isnt she?? Better stop praising her before her head gets bigg... haha

Those were the dayssss....

Goodness even Darren looks so damn cute then!!!!
[L] Ah gong's, has gotta be someone's bday
[R] Our first and sadly last All Cousins overseas trip to Genting. I still rem how much fun we had!

2008-08-30T19:49:00.032+08:00

I'm very deprived of food esp greens and fruits! So very much wanted to have fish yest for dinner but can u believe it, the Mac here doesnt sell Fillet-O-Fish! Settled for some KFC cloned joint in the end, two piece chix meal. Oh man, really getting very sick of the food I've been having. Cant wait to drink soup! Cant wait to eat proper food! Even more so cant wait to have HOMECOOKED FOOD! =( Enough of Chicken Tikka, Briyani, duno-what-ever-smelly-salty-tasting wraps, Nans, Prata, Curry, Meat meat meat.... I know I'm very fortunate to have food to eat esp the chance to taste different cuisine, the chance to choose while there are many out there starving, I am super thankful but.... okay, I miss homecookedfood, really really do =( Girls, can we go tze char on Wed pls?? Or anything close is perfectly fine...

Had free breakfast this morn at the lounge, woohoo! Have been lookin forward to it since I found out in DXB. Know that sounds and really is damn cheapstake but I dun care. Survival skills. Other than those kinda food, have been surviving on my drystores namely biscuits, rationing here and there for fear of not having enough. Even then, I'm really gettin very tired of it cos it's so heaty! My prized possession amongst the lot is def my kimchi cup noodles, which I am finally going to have it for dinner tonight, aft what seems eternity and as boyf puts it, long awaited. ~~Been tempted so much to eat it but cldnt bring myself to for worse case scenario. Finally! And it's soup! Woohoo!!~~ Woohooo I had my kimchi noodlessssssss. Best meal ever! Finished every wee bit including the soup, not even a drop left. Bad I know but I cant help it! Satisfied, very satisfied! =)

It comes in a combo!

This pattern seriously is good, no doubts bout it. Enough time to nuah and more so imptly to rest bef departure. Both stations' hotel are good though no complimentary internet, heh! The rooms are very comfy and their gym is good, IST's esp, overlooking a very scenic view plus it's facilities, superb! It's the food that's really a problem, atleast for me. When I get such luck again, I'd better buy the instant porridge which I hesitated and baby's brilliant idea; butter rolls and my forgotten tuna.

Been there done that at DXB cept for new DXB and their shopping malls but not this trip. The weather is a killer, 42 degree celcius! Only went out for lunch, which was really a chore cos we had to brave the SUPER HOT SUNNY, HUMID weather. When I get back tmr, I'm just gg to order room service, hopefully Choc&Nuts will be the evenin we touch down!

My slip on decide to give way, perfect reason to stay in!

Realise AA was in DXB as well when I return! Happening pple, they had drinks in his room the night before. I'm amazed by that 5l bottle of water in his room!

Our privilege!

Managed only the Grand Bazaar with a few of the crew and FO. The weather here is definitely much better, it gets chilly as evenin approaches but the sun in the day is scorching. According to my FO, that's due to the lack of clouds here. I know I sound super spoilt brat but really the sun is scorching. Really felt the burnt on the nape of my neck even till now, had to use my cardigan to shield the sun. Will sightsee if given the chance in better weather.

They do underground toilet

Turkish Delights, they are really sweeeet.

Was greeted by the fragrant flowers the moment I stepped outta the bus. They are really fresh!

Sunflowers! Never been a flower person but these never fail to brighten me up! =)

Wish could share the experience together with baby..

The the set is really nice, very family knitted. Makan, shop, slack, movie, joke, crap, everything's together. For the first time, I really gotta interact and know my biggest boss! As one of the boss puts it, bonding! Haha!

p/s: There are actually plenty more pics but I duno why, my blog just disappear when I post em. Pics will be on FB!

2008-08-30T19:12:00.007+08:00

God loves us so so so very much! Indeed He does! =)

Spoke to baby in the comfort of my room last night, the familiar voice that warm me almost immediately and pinned that big wide smile on my face all the way to bed =)) Though poor him had to stay up till so late, sorry darling!

Manage to tap the connection thus explains =) I'm a very very happy girl!

My wonder boyf surprised me at my doorstep the day I departed with three heavy bags of water! If not for the sleepiness, would have captured a picture of him and the three heavy plastic bags! Silly him, didnt want me to lug the bottles of water home so he got them in advance and even said he will buy a carton when I finish the six bottles. Silly boyfriend! But it was so sweet of him! =))

My sweetest bottled water...

I'm touched,very touched. Thank you for being sucha sweetheart darling =))

2008-08-28T15:32:00.002+08:00

I'm sucha weakling! :(

Alright, to the gym!

2008-08-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

Though it was a mere half an hour, it felt so good to sweat it out. Guess working out is still the best way to keep the mind off.

Same Side of the Moon
Fly Away, Corrinne May

I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change

It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

I miss my silly darling boyfriend.

Promised and finally learnt how to be back independent, even w e intention of tellin darling we'll communicate thru the net but only to discover the internet connection at both stations are sky high, phone calls needless to say, outer space rocket! Baby said can still call but knowing myself, I will find it so hard to hang up and silly him will give in. Since will have to pay somehow, might as welll get the connection.

Want very much to be as bef, strong and independent but each time I have to be away esp on such pattern, cant help but go weak, very weak. Apart from not being able to see baby for the longest time and I honestly do feel so bad for him. For half the time, I'm not around for him at all; this is way worse than being in a long distance relationship. We've talked bout it bef and baby never fails to assure me yet he still encourages and supports me, feeling even worse. But I know we will go through it together as promised :)

Dont think u rem but our conversation bef I went for briefing made me smile, so widely. It certainly was, so assuring :)

The screen was showing some channel I selected, touch was playing song I chose but my mind was at neither. Was thinking nothing in particular cept silly, other than that, was just stoning away. One third of the time, my eyes were closed. I think I'm tired, very tired.

And I know this is so super random and shldnt be here but I dun care. Think my boobs are shrinking, oh no! Rem Amy told me aft not seeing her for so long. Oh no! Shall ask the girls when I see them on Wed. Oh no!!

No matter the distance
I'll stay on the road to your heart

I miss you.

2008-08-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

You'll be missed terrrrribly :((

2008-08-25T22:33:00.012+08:00

I'm demoralised, super duper extremely....... I'm in no mood to continue pack the damn cargo for tmr, ugh!

This isnt the first time, damn! Bah, blah!

Now I've got a chunk of 9days to waster, hopefully they will be kind enough to defer em, notice I use hopefully. Cos they just dont seem to sympatise with us. Damn. So much of welfare. Damn.

Just never seem to understand the damn system, makes no sense at all. Like really, T.O.T.A.L.L.Y!! Ugh, WHATEVERRRRRR!!!!!

There goes everything..... Oh well, there's nothing I can do, can I? Oh well, oh damn well!

I know I shldnt think bout it but the tot of it just makes me feel damn..... No one will understand. Feeling damn bloody crappy now, damn damn damn.

Urggggggggg uurrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Now, hear me
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: I'm sorry darling, am just way tooo disappointed and thank you for tryin to lighten my mood, sorry. Yes, God will make a way, He will....

2008-08-17T20:44:00.038+08:00

Without a doubt, you're truly indeed the best! =))

My dearest silly..

Enjoyed the walk this afternoon very much and thank you for giving in, hahha. Like you've said, we wont know if it'll be easy or difficult but we'll go thru it together. Sorry for all my panic attacks but thank you so much baby for your never ending assurance. I will work hard for us and do my utmost best and when I start to relapse again, I will always be reminded of your sign language to God will make a way. You're really Heaven sent! =))

SIM was my best part time job too! =))

You're really really really really really really really the best of the best! =))

I love you so much more than that silly!

Love, your dumbdumb

2008-08-17T18:14:00.004+08:00

Really am so thankful. Rem sometime back, I mentioned some praise & worship that touched my heart during service, sang it again on Fri and I am so thankful, I managed to find it! =))

Was tellin baby, it's definitely super meaningful but it's not the meaningful meaningful sort that made me felt the way I did, if u get my drift. I duno how to explain but each time I sing or listen to it, it really touches and comforts me.

Complete - Parachute Band

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice
My open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
And I will be complete in You.

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice
My open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord.
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,
And I will be complete in..

I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in
I will be complete in
I will be complete in You

2008-08-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

Message today was really really good! Baby and I looked at each other when Pastor told us the topic of today's message, and the both of us were just talkin bout being lazy before Church. Hah! And I should really stop procrastinating! Bleah! And that means no more nuahing too darling, haha..

..Faithfulness and Fervance
..Faith and Patience
..Determination and Prayer

These shall I have em remembered deep within!

As I was sitting there listening earlier, came to realised how God speaks to me at each services I attend and I am definitely not complaining! =)

ICN tonight, as much as I'm happy to have my fave batchboy, Jady dearest, on flight, I wished so much I dont have to report for work. Really detest the feelin of having to leave and being away from my silly boyf. My job, my responsibility. As darling said, we will be blessed. I know we will. =)

You know it's a blessing from God because there are no added sorrow.

Desert Song - Hillsongs

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

Chorus:
And I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

Thank you Daddy for ur assurance! =)

2008-08-13T16:48:00.007+08:00

As what baby always say, time flies when you're having fun. How true! My precious 9days flew by me so very quickly, just like that!

Really am so thankful how God planned everything. Baby's temp stint at NYP ended just a week before his sch starts which also is the start of my leave, that leaving us a week together =)) How blessed, how very much so thankful!

So we had the most wonderful escapade over the weekend. And Baby was sweet enough to bring me to Festival of Praise when I told him I had always wanted to go, which means having to travel outta our ulu pandan escapade the first day we checked in. But no complains =) Praise God, praise God! It was absolutely awesome, the worship, the message (which I can still rem till today!) and the blessed company =)

On our way.. YAY!!

Realised how Baby entertains my camwhore-ness..

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Mr Cable Man!

Dinner by the sea

My precious gift from God!! =))

Our salad, it good! Was too hungry, forgot to take pic of our Fish&Chips

His nerdy Baby..

Nice ehh?! Hhaha

Wished so much we didnt have to check out =((

We went to the Zoo, like finally! After talkin bout it for as long as I can rem! We were both like kids again, got all so excited bout the trip and how we kept singing the Zoo song. Haha. Pestered Baby that we had to go Children's World, only to find the playground left and the little chicks had all grown to chickens, cooked in KFC. Wahahha, Baby's joke! He really left me laughing hard. They were renovating Children's World which explains but Baby said we will go back again! Yay!!

Followed the feeding trail which got Baby all hyped up at the Lion and White Tiger. He was infact lookin forward to it!!

Baby's fave!

We both think he resembles Aslan in Narnia

Darling..

That's my love for you..

Can you tell the difference between a Leopard and Cheetah??

And Baby spotted a black Panta..

White Tigers getting fed...

And they got really impatient

Finally!!

I want more!!!!

My fave!
My handsome Cheetah

He looks good even when he eats!

These are damn gross....

Eyer bats, snakes and meat eatin turtle!

Relac one corner..

Dont see them so cute...

They turn so devilish when there's food and they eat MEAT!!!

No wonder they are beside the Lions

The Splash Show

Super huge!

Shots by darling..

Komodo Dragon

Crocodiles.. think these two pics are damn good!

We can never capture a picture of him..

Forever walkin and walkin... And I think he looks really good, his black legs look like he's wearing boots, so cool! Fox in boots!

While all else were playing..

These two were at one corner, having heart to heart talk..

Let's play photohunt!

We went to the Australia Zoo in this stylo mylo!

I like the serenity..

I know it's very common for them but found this very heartwarming

The REAL elephant show!

Baby and I felt really bad for these elephants after the show, hah!

In memory of Ah Meng

Her descendents..

I'm enjoyin my life..

Look at how it sleeps..

Their giagantic hand & Baby's

Polar Bear Feeding Show

We were really super tired by then... too lazy to get outta our seat

On our way out..

The otters look so relax, enjoying the water and talkin, haha

Fat pony

=))

The weather was good, drizzled here and there but it was showers of blessing! True enough, after we're done with the Zoo, it rained! We were both super worned out after, to think we actually planned to go Night Safari after. Dinner at AMK Central's hawker, sucha disappointment Baby didnt manage to get his hippo inspired trotters, before the sweetheart sent me home despite being so tired. =))

Met the girls next day, they were sweet to planned dinner to meet Baby and he was nice enough to come along. Nuahed at my placed before headin down to Bugis to meet the girls at Sketchers and we ended the night at Braddell Mac talkin nonsense, which made Baby missed his last train. And the walk home was so nice! Ah and Jer's logic of bathing in cold water is very much practised! Hahah. The night meant so much =))

Before meeting the girls..

I like these pics!

He calls these artistic shots.. hahah

.. and this and this

..and this too!!

Dinner at Sketchers

Crossed the borders with Baby and his friends the next day for cheap yummy seafood tze cha and plum juice. Was so hilarious, everything! From the beginning to the end. How they had to follow the usual procedure, haha. Had cheesecake despite being so full and worse of all, outta the three ordered, only the one Baby chose was good. You should have seen the expression of the guys when they sank their teeth in them. Played open numbers to finish up and poor Baby had to help me cos I kept losing, poor thing!! They guys are so so so very funny! Brought my cam but didnt manage any pics. And the night ended so sweet =)) Truly enjoyed myself very much.

Never told you this but am super touched by the way you took care of me when we went JB and what you said when poor you had to help me with the cheesecake. I know you meant those words but at that point, it prolly didnt mean much but it meant so much to me =)) Thank you for all the lovely memories, precious time spent together and more so imptly ur love baby. Many more memories of our own, we'll have I know =)) Happy belated monthsary darling, cant thank God enough for you, I love you so very much! Hugss.

The 9days were indeed so precious and definitely so memorable and I really just cant thank God enough for them and esp for blessing me with Baby =)) I truly am indeed so very blessed =))

2008-08-13T15:22:00.003+08:00

Picture updates!

Dinner at Marina Square Pasta de Waruku

And I never knew our dear Aow was so vain. He had a pimple on his nose, which explains the pose, whahahah. But you know we still love you!

Here comes our fooood...

Xiangxiang Claudia

Chef Alex

I look weird!

Sarah dearest

Pretty Nicole

Vainpot Aow

We shared...

The salad is really really gooood!!

Aow had to ret back to camp earlier..

TP lovelies! =) Too bad Ally cldnt join us, nvm the next time! =)

Bakerzin and Canele with Regina and Amy

Dearest ever Regina

How I miss her!!! Amy!!!

Camwhoring in the toilet, as usu.. haha

Totally hearts them! And definitely Buddy who was dead tired from MLE! =))

2008-08-13T05:40:00.003+08:00

Goodnight world. Yawn

~~Three~~ Two more days..

2008-08-05T22:40:00.004+08:00

... memories that belong to us :))

2008-08-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

Before mr hourhand passes 12mn, I will be kinda stone, sleepy yet cant-dun-wana sleep and by the time it hits one plus two in the wee morning, I'll be so freshly awake. Only going to bed an hour or so later. Despite sleeping late, my bio clock wakes me at 7plus, forcing myself back to sleep, I'll eventually be up latest 10am. Was never really a napper, aftnn napper to be exact but now, when the scorching sun is at her peak, I'm very sleepy, all ready for bed.

Jet lag or is it the sun? Or am I just becoming too nuah? Hhaha. I want to think it's jet lag. But I know someone will beg to differ and agree it's the last. Muahhah.

The spring clean mood has officially kicked in! By far, my drawers, table and shelves, including the lonely one sitting infront of my bed, have gone thru the clearing and cleaning process (CCP). You should have seen the amount of stuffs that went down the chute, no correction, you should see how much space there are now. My fridge wasnt spared either! It was scheduled for CCP next week but after comin home from dinner, couldnt take it!

While cleaning the fridge, was reminded of how I used to ask for more tissues to clean my table every morning in sec sch, before class starts and somedays half way thru lessons and sometimes, to the extend of cleaning the queen's table. Hahah. Those good ol' days!

Yay, 12 more hours! Woooohoooooo! Going to bathe, pack, nono, pack, bathe, sleep, wake up and we'll scoot off to the much-anticipated-long-awaited weekend together! YAY!! Thank you Daddy!! Wooohooo!!

Will post all the pictures when I get back k? Atleast before my leave ends. Unless I getta use baby's laptop, hehe. Then again, if time permits!

I think I'm crazy but I'm all soooo excited!!!

2008-08-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

God truly is so amazing! =)

Am very super duper thankful to all who despite all my whinning and what's not, gave me so much support and encouragements.

I should have known, better than anyone else after Sun's msg but typical me.

"For this reason I bow my knee before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth is named, that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dewll in your hearts through faith - that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen" Ephesians 3:14-21

Sang this praise & worship today but I cant seem to be able to recall the lyrics, it spoke so well.

Thank you Lord for the great time spent in Church today; the wonderful praise & worship, impactfully reassuring message and the lovely prayer we both had for each other. I really felt so peaceful and comfortable while Shaoyan and I prayed together. Indeed Daddy, you always bless us with much more than what we can ever ask or think. And you know I'm not complaining! I am simply very thankful, really am very blessed. Thank you Daddy, Amen! =)

You are truly indeed my blessing :))

2008-07-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

I'm more glad than anything to be back home!

Finally, after nine freaking days, gotta see that silly boyf of mine =)) You have absolutely no idea how much I've longed to be back and how excited when I finally touched down! Hahha and only to be greeted with Andy Tan? Wahhahahhaha. KIDDING ONLY!!!

Spent the whole Sunday together; Church, lunch with his guys, walkin ard, food tasting, spicy yumyum korean dinner, the walk; I like and more so imptly, him =) So simple but I enjoyed every second and minute spent =))

Thank you very much baby =) And sorry for those late nights when u have to stay up to talk to me while in FRA and JFK, causing those ugly dark circles. Appreciate it so so very much =))

I'm more than just so happy.

And why does offdays pass so quickly? Just realised it's back to work on Wed. But on the much much brighter side, it means the start of my leave, the lovely weekend and following week ahead w baby! Yay!

God really does love me a lot and I'm really very blessed indeed! =)) Thank you Daddy! =))

2008-07-25T17:04:00.002+08:00

One more day before I'm finally back in sunny SIN.

Two more days before I see baby!! I CANT WAIT!!!!!

And when I finally see him on Sunday, it'll be a week more to our escapade!

Yay!! Yay!! YAY!!!!!!!

I miss that silly boyf terribly! =((

2008-07-24T05:02:00.003+08:00

I wish you would just stop it.

And if you really want to know, I dun see a need for an explanation. For we both jolly well know better than anyone else what went wrong and what happened. Alright, or maybe it's only me. And even then, I dun see the need of me havin to clear the air.

And, I never did you wrong, in any ways.

I'm going to say it again and for the last time, there was no third party involve, never once.

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I dun want to be haunt by the past, please.......

2008-07-23T08:47:00.023+08:00

WARNING! Super loads of PICTURES and looooong post!

Before all else, shall post very super narcissistic pics of myself. It's been awhile since I last did that and have a big heart, I was super duper bored at FRA and I'm on standby now..

Muahahah

I like this pic! Hhahah

And these two! Muaahha.

Thank you for entertaining me. Now let's look at FRA & smelly NYC.

Frankfurt

Lunch at the Pizza joint.

We went outdoor..

The ever crew drink, Fanta

My very nice LSS5/FSS Jayme & B2/FSS Samantha

Yummy food we shared..

This is a must have!

Poor Jayme's wrong order

Walkin back to the hotel as well as tryin our luck to see if any shops were open. It was Sunday, all the shops were closed, dead town, really!

Will be workin with her on the way back! Yay!

FSS Rosell, FSS Samantha, GS Darren

Dead town..

The other crew joint..

.. for their crispy duck

These two dogs are HUGE!

Champion Bar before retreatin back to our rooms..

Jayme reminds me of AMY!!!

My banana split

And how can I forget, my yummy yoghurt! The first thing I tot of when I saw FRA on my roster! Yummilicious!

New York
They go by Avenues and Streets. And as much as I've been sayin it's smelly, I must give my credits to this Big Apple too. For it's easy to get around by the systematic and neat order of the horizontal avenues and vertical streets. But there are way to many of each...

Struggled to stay awake while Samantha brought Darren and I around. Unlike SFO, shopping was mainly at 5th Ave and we are located at 7th Ave. Plus the streets, we walked loads! NYC is all bout walking!

Got all fascinated when I saw this..

..MAGIC SCHOOL BUS!!

..NYC Fire Fighter in action!

..Hersey's Store

There's also M&M's, Disney Store.. but I was too tired to take pics and hopefully if I'm not activated, shall go tmr.

Lunched at East upon check in..

I didnt manage to finish it, not even half!

Today's breakfast..

Their interior (I just realised how I never take pic of shop fronts!)

Stack of Pancakes & Three Eggs in any style with Hash and Sausage. Shared with Samantha, of course! It's so filling!

When Samanthan told me how big it was yest, told her I'll conquer it today, which yours truly did after talkin to baby when we return back from breakfast.

TOYS R US! =)

They've got their own ferris wheel in store! How cool! And check out the many levels!! Baby will go crazy in there, whahaha.

This is so childlike =)

This will make up for not visiting her..

Statue of Liberty

They have so many of everything and the atmosphere in there is... splendid! Was suppose to be a chopchop affair in there but I got stuck! If only ours was like that!

And I seriously went gaga over all these....

Disney's Princesses...

My all time two favourites..

..Ariel

..and Sleeping Beauty

Awww...

I know it will end up collecting dust but can I bring them back!?

And all of these tooo!!!

I wish I was that little girl again...

Childhood memories...

..Look who has grown up?!

Muahahahhahaha

And I didnt forget your share too baby..

..SpongeBob Square Pants

Heeeeeehehehhe

They've only got this much for Kung Fu Panda, how sad!

Wished I didnt have to part goodbye that early, so many childhood loves that kept me so facinated and trigger happy. Awww!

Thou shall go Disney Store tomorrow! =)

2008-07-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for sunday to come...

=((

i want to hurry go home....

=((

2008-07-22T10:07:00.006+08:00

Finally here at the Big Apple but honestly am kinda disappointed. It aint as what it seems or atleast what I heard. Okay or maybe I'm just way too tired. One thing for sure though, their streets are really smelly. Not complaining bout my chance to be here though, really.

And no, as much as I would love to, I wont be going to Statue of Liberty, really really really way am very very so extremely tired. Sad but as what the boss said, as long as ure still flying, there's always another chance, know ur priority. Besides, I'm pretty sure will be doin galley work on the way back, better get enough rest. There will be another chance yea?

Tired like anything, literally walked my way here and seriously have never worked till this tired before. Or maybe it's jetlag. By the end of the service, my body decided to automatically function so s.l.o.w.l.y. Given the few rows, took quite awhile to clear as compared to usu. And when I was finally back in the galley, told my gs to let me stone and I really did. T.I.R.E.D

After struggling to stay awake the whole day and finally back in my room and tired as I can be, the unexpected call from silly took all the tiredness away! =)) Trust him to buy the callin card when we agreed to check it out tgt when I get back! Silly!

And Daddy has been very nice to me to bless me with a very nice set of crew esp the connection btw my acting LSS5 and B2 on my way to FRA. Both of them are so sweet enough to take good care of me.

Want to post pics but as promised to the boyf, shall go sleep now.

Two sectors down..
Two sectors to go..
Six more days..

Fly time, hurry hurry fly...

2008-07-19T01:13:00.007+08:00

Been awhile... Am suppose to be doin my hw for tmr's flt and sleep..

Spent the entire day with the brilliant boyf bef heading home to pack for tmr's flt while he went to meet his friends. Quality time spent =)

Headed to the clinic to get his cream bef settling our SG holiday or so he puts it, hahha. Went back control aft to get my claim done and we saw A380! (I know I sound damn sua ku but I dun care, I havent seen it bef! whahah)

We were so facinated, okay maybe only me. Hahha but it's HUGE!

And please meet...

...the brilliant boyf of the very smart girlf, Ong Shao! =)

At our yummy shaved ice joint

Playing ard with my camera

I think he looks damn cute in this pic! And he thinks he looks damn evil! Oh and baby, there's nothing wrong with your eye! It's the colour swap thing, hahha. It's only more visible when viewed from the com.

Took this really cute pic in Toys R Us but I had better not post it, heh! Kungfu Panda! =) And someone has a really really dark secret! Muahahahha

<3

Thank you sweetheart for deciding to be unwell, hhaha to take the day off to spend time with me, enjoyed every wee bit of our time spent together. I'm going to miss you baby..

Oh and if ure wondering, heh, yep I cut my hair! Couldnt take it, bugged boyf bout it and decided to have it snapped! Nice???

2008-07-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

They say you're the luckiest guy on earth but I say I'm the luckiest girl on earth too! =)

And I really really thank Daddy for you, my blessing indeed! =)

2008-07-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

:))

2008-07-11T06:01:00.003+08:00

Had a really bad dream last night, woke up shivering. Cant really recall the exact details but thank God, it's only a dream. Been having recurring bad dreams lately and havin another outstn is horrible. Despite being too scared returning to sleep, had to force myself but woke up every now and then. Thankfully, it's my bed I'll be lying on tonight.

And the hotel is crazy, it's like 7plus in the morning and they are drilling!

Mom went BKK last night, how great! Will only be back on Sun I think. Please ask me out tonight! Whahahahha.

Okay gg to prep for work.

2008-07-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

Please make do with these two pics first, the connection here is horrible!

Met dear Hafiz with Buddy at J8, after since I duno how long, the last when I first did SFO to pass him the bag. He's damn vain, cannot tahan! Must only take in certain angle!

And yes dear Fiz, more hunk okay??? Hahhaha meet up soon! I know ure readin this! TAG!!! =)

My other fave batchboy!

Okay, so badly needa go lala land!

2008-07-10T16:32:00.005+08:00

I'm up, woke up even bef my alarm went off but it doesnt matter =)

Realised what tiredness can do to me but I want to believe and live with faith knowing that He's in control, not me.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you" Jeremiah 29:11-12

You have no idea how many times I've come across this verse esp the part on His plan but it really striked me hard when I saw what it was said after.

Faith, isnt it darling? Faith. Daddy, teach me, help me and lead me.

Went to Ong Shao's church on Sun. Was kinda lost initially at e beginnin of the sermon, on what I cant seem to put my finger on but am very glad I didnt lose my concentration for I finally did see the bigger picture by the end of the message =)

"But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you" Matthew 6:33-34

Then being kpo yest bef meetin him for lunch, went to look see his church's website and read this article, the last part of it, just touched my heart, really. And you know what's the best part, we went to watch Narnia the day before and the show really impacted my spiritual walk. All you ever need is that weeny puny faith, faith of a mustard seed as they put it. The only reason why Lucy was able to see Aslan, the only reason why Aslan appeared to her, the only reason why she had that puny sword; more like an army knife to me and the reason is faith.

I can just go on and on. I really need to learn to have faith. Really felt like Daddy was talkin to me, answerin me and more so impt, assuring me.

God will never leave us hanging in the air. Everything in our lives has a purpose.

=)

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And to silly...

I remembered not long in one of my post I said thank you is an understatement, it was, is still and always will be.

.. making the effort to look for the almost extinct movie timeslot
.. asking me to your Church
.. entertaining me with your never make sense ending logics
.. entertaining to my whinings, bitchings and other nonsense rubbish
.. sending me home, walkin w me even if it means having to detour
.. assuring me when I go into my paranoid worrying mode
.. keeping your promise when I go leave (you really caught me by surprise!!)
.. giving in to me, wahahh
.. finishing my-cant-finish-share, hehe
.. being e first not to give e usu remark when I told you I part time in Mac bef
.. thinking bout my studies
.. encouraging me to keep going
.. accompanying me here and there even if it means buying n giving me advice when I had to get my makeup, making u look so outta place n gay!
.. enusring I'm well and good; getting and bringing that magical stuff to me, the prepaid card, slept enough, ate enough and more so, smiled and laughed enough

It's a never ending list, isnt it? Hhaha. But I must say, I really am touched, very, extremely. Thank you for that sweet heart of yours! =))

I honestly do fear, from the past and with that wild imagination of mine but I really do pray and thank Daddy above for you. =))

...Love, dumbdumb

2008-07-10T12:50:00.003+08:00

Chop chop update, am in boring ADL now. Coming here reminds me of Buddy! =( This being my third and each time I do this pattern, it's always with someone from B925, first Christina, then Marcus, now Tanya! Buddy, do u rem who she is?? Rem HKG??? Duno why but I keep mixing em up with B918/919, maybe partly cos we attended their grad plus did flts with some of em. Any old how, how fated!

And it's so freezin ass cold, I'm not kidding! My fingers and toes are numbed and gettin a headache from the wind. Blur toot me forgot to bring my furry socks again so had to get it from Cole's, didnt have a choice cos it's really so cold! Set the room temp to the max but it's still cold.

Alright, I've got stuff to update but I better nap before I get found out!

My eyes are red and can some kind nice soul tell me how to remove those ugly dark eye rings??